Singapore International Airport T3!

Wahah...i realized i've not blogged in an entry for the longest time ever. I was supposed to blog like immediately after the exams. I guess the only reason for blogging is to express my sad and negative feelings. I've been doing so so many things this holiday, kinda enjoying myself to the max!

(Friday - 30 Nov)
First was shopping with Ben, Elton, Aiwei and ruiping.
....Fish & Co din din with Ben, Elton, Aiwei, Ruiping, Kimmy
....watching the movie, "Kingdom" with Ben, Elton, Aiwei, Ruiping, Kimmy and Isaac.

(Saturday - 1 Dec)
Second was shopping with Sister Steph and Ah Ger

(Monday - 3 Dec)
Third was shopping for Car repair and modification jobs with Ben, Ruiping and Daniel
....Roller Blading with Chermane and Priscilla

(Tuesday - 4 Dec)
4th was Nat, Jiemin, Isaac, Ben staying over at my place decorating the christmas tree and staying over playing Skipbo!

(Wednesday - 5 Dec)
5th was photoshoot in SCE with Ben, Xiaolin, Elizabeth and few others
....din din at IMM with Ben, Nat and Ruiping

(Saturday - 8 Dec)
Outing to T3!!!

I promise photos will be up soon!!

An Analysis bout myself

Hehe....It's been so long since i last blogged. sorry guys. Well i aint gonna talk much abt what has been happening the past 3 weeks, but i just did a personality test. And it's so so true!

I'm a CAREGIVER.

ESFJ - "Seller". Most sociable of all types. Nurturer of harmony. Outstanding host or hostesses. 12.3% of total population.

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Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism 90% Type 2 Helpfulness 90% Type 3 Image Awareness 66% Type 4 Sensitivity 23% Type 5 Detachment 30% Type 6 Anxiety 56% Type 7 Adventurousness 76% Type 8 Aggressiveness 70% Type 9 Calmness 60% Your main type is 1 Your variant is social

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Smile!

Thanks for making me Smile...I am smiling. Haha...See la...told you not to upset me!

"Whats there to cry when there is not not enough time to be HAPPY!" Quoted by Chan Yen Shun

Disturbed~

Woke up this morning feeling so disturbed...haha...prolly was because i set 5 different alarms at different timing to make sure i woke up on time. It was so so cooling this morning, cause of the overnight rain which made it so difficult for me to get out of bed. Was talking to steph the entire afternoon online...we exchanged quite a few songs and she sent me a song that could relate with what i've been going thru these few months.

Your Guardian Angel

By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace

And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away,

Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be ok

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

End Note:

Steph: I know i may soon have to lose someone, but i'm glad i've made a new friend instead. Thanks steph. :)

Ben: Jia you for tomorrow's assessment k?

Great Memories~

Just got home from din din at the Carousal with my parents and from my 4th GrandAunt's wake at Selegie. Grams is the eldest of all the 12 siblings, but everyone of her siblings seem to be going earlier than her. Looks like i have great genes in my blood! Cuz grams is 89 years old!!...n she's so fit n healthy! No special or chronic diseases. I'm so so proud of her n of'cuz my good genes too!

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Sigh...have been thinking about the things she had said that she wouldn't mind taking a step forward into a relationship with him. Well, i was indeed supportive of her, as i've always been, but do i really mean it from my heart? . yes i guess?~ All these while, as long as she's happy, i'll be really happy alr...even spending a few minutes chatting with her about life puts a smile on my face. I've always cherished every moment spent talking and hanging out with her, as i know once she enters into the relationship with him; all will just be good memories. Yes it sounds really sad, but telling her would be bad for her...so much so affecting her studies. The 2 months long planning of her lil surprise bd celebration on the 3rd Nov will be the last thing i'll ever do for her, and the rest from then on will jus be great memories so to speak of. After which i'll most prolly move on. Moving on to where?...will jus leave it to Him la~ haha.

Ps: Whoever's reading this, please keep it to yourself okie?? Thank you Ms Leong!

TGIF equals "Naan Day"!!

Driving past that very familiar Caltex straight into Charlton Park Estate gave me a sense of ease as i arrive at my solemn yet humble hideout for the weekends. HOME!! Home sweet home. Phew...What A week i had in school. I think i had only slept for 13 freaking hours throughout the 5 days in school. Don't ask me the obvious (why?), cuz work was piling?...left over revision was left untouched? but my calculator is starting to calculate; Thank god! I'm finally able to take a short good rest, to get ready for the few weeks of intensive studying for my exams.

After lectures today, we drove down to Lil India to have our wonderful Naan (*see definition below) and also to stock up for the exams. Goodness, i actually did not take note the name of the Naan Place eventhough we've been there twice. Ger if ya happen to be reading this: Can u help me out with the name? Haha The only thing ger remembered was it's located at Deskar Road. -_-". The shop is located neatly at the corner of deskar road, normal looking shop...but the naan was absolutely amazingly yummy, ger was totally mesmerised by it... Wahaha.

Swee Lee's 21st Birthday is coming, we wanted to get something from Mustafa, but someone said that stuff wun be nice there ehz? Haha...in the end we got him a nice puma jacket to wrap him up nice and warm while studying for the exams. We also got ALOT of snacks, because some1 dunno what to get after seeing so much unhealthy junk on the shelves. Heh...

Swee Lee's New Puma Jacket

End Note:

Ben: Thanks for helping me with my school work! I can foresee sch's gonna suck without u around. haha..All the best for your accounting!

Ger(if ya reading this): Glad to see that you enjoying yourself, and that's what i only hope for and pray for everyday, For you to be Happy! :)

*Definition of Naan: Naan resembles pita bread and, like pita bread, is usually leavened with yeast; unleavened dough (similar to that used for roti) is also used. Naan cooks in a tandoor, or clay oven, from which tandoori cooking takes its name.

Overloaded

Just 2 days into the week, i'm almost dying...the stupid calculator assignment has been getting into me, and into most of my classmates too. Well...if you can understand the picture below...i think you should really render yourself to help me with my calculator. Haha

The Schematic of My Calculator

As i was fixing my calculator, she came by my room to check on me. Or rather to spread her good news to me that she has finished n handed up her Accounting Project. Gosh...how envious i am. I'm so so looking forward to next week tat's when i have to present this calculator to my lecturer. Anywayz she n "He" are doing pretty well together...i dunno whether i should feel happy or sad. Sighz...i'm happy for her that she likes him...but kinda sad for myself. After all i'm just her bro, the "bro" who does nice lil things for her. I guess maybe nice things aint her cup of tea, what she needs is someone who can make her laugh with his silly antics, someone who can engrave a smile on her cute porcelain face. It was really nice of her to check on me, eventhough i did not msg her the entire day. Ben said i must be on cloudnine, Seriously!......i wasn't :(.

Being nice to someone for 1 month is just a fling...but being nice to someone whom you care for n fond of for one and a half years aint an easy feat. There are gazillion fishes in the sea...why her? Leave a comment below if you can tell me y!

Is she being Ignorant??

Why is she so mean to me?

Why is she so unresponsive?

Why izzit that being nice to a person only just stops there?

Is it wrong to wanna feel reciprocated?

Sighz....or is she just being ignorant.....

Who does she think i am? - A person with a gift of being nice to everbody?

So what if the family doesn't have the custom to celebrate birthdays or even so buying birthday prezzies? I always feel that whenever she's happy it's enough.

Does anyone care that i'm happy???

Does anybody want me to be happy besides my parents?

Does anyone care for me besides my waterpolo peeps and family?

Gosh...i dun really dun wanna think abt it or even imagine it.

Funny Spontaneous Photo over BIS Cum IBG/IBRG Closing

I finally got hold of 1 picture taken during the BIS/IBG/IBRG closing. This picture is humorous, take a look. Yong Kiat, Toon and i were supposed to be Hall Fellows watching CNA when 1 of the students changed the channel to EPL. Look at our candid reaction. Damn Funny.

Toon, Yongkiat n Me

My Weekly Update...

This week has been pretty rough...it started off with a slight cold and fever. But i got well in no time too, i think it's just the weather. Dateline submission for my calculator project has been getting into me...quick, cuz it's gonna be soon!!! arghz...and it's not working!! How how? I'm kinda desperate, to get my calculator right. My lab partner Pong is also feeling the heat, as the dateline draws nearer. Just pray hard that next week there will be a slot in the lab for us, cuz it has been really packed with all the procrastinating people cheonging to complete the calculator...sheesh. I started off pretty early...but i feel like i've been stepping on the same spot ever since i started working on it. Oh someone please help me! Exam stress is also the other thing that has been getting into everyone especially me. i've been trying to start with serious studying...cuz i know procrastination will get me nowhere. hehe

Anywayz MAF(Mid Autumn Festival) celebration on wednesday proved to be a success, as it drew crowds almost as immediately and of'cuz we had no problems starting on time. N i went home to collect the wonderful Krispy Kreme my parents brought home from Sydney. MAF was surprisingly very successful, compared to last year. Haha, and definately everyone put in effort in organizing this last event before exams. It was a good Event i can say, eventhough the Emcees for the night were a lil lame, Tien Ci should do something about his Emceeing. Cheerios for all those who helped out.

Well, as for me today, i just came back from breakfast with trina at Railway mall, i've not seen her for ages ever since she came back from melbourne. But glad u look all fine. We headed to Galbiari Gourmet Deli, an italian restaurant for breakfast, but unfortunately they were not opened till 11am? hah....to we headed down to Ming's Kaya toast for breakfast, it was so-so. Nothing fantastic there, but it was jam packed with families. We had breakfast till like 11 and we headed back to Galbiari to take away some pastry. Arh...i should have taken photos, cuz they look so yummy and nice. I bot pinenuts tart and blackforest moouse for my parents and Creme Boulette and Profiterole for ah ger. =) Right now i so need to study!! Will be back for more updates and photos!! I promise.

Ezz raRa- signing Out!

Falling sick...

Cough...Stuffy nose...Headache....isn't it a sign? A sign of me falling sick? Gosh...i can't afford to fall sick!!! I can't fall sick now...cuz that means

1. I wun be able to have full concentration in my studies
2. I wun be able to go for trainings
3. I wun be able to take care of others
4. I wun be able to cook up breakfast

Sigh....This stinks. Well, at least i had a fairly good weekend, doing some decent studying at home as well as going to church. As a matter of fact, i've been looking forward to church every weekend. :) Not only do i receive good powerful message, i also get to worship God together with her. Just by looking at her, seeing her happy places a huge big smile on my face. I dun think i deserve anything more than that, by just looking a her makes me happy. The guys told me to go for it, but i'm very skeptical about it. I dun want another rejection. I'm afraid of it eventhough it's part and parcel of a normal guy's life. Thank God i'm not a casanova, cuz i believe i have to fight hard to get what i want. God granted me good friends who listen and to hang out with, and i'm really contented with that. Anything else more is just a bonus. You know what?...i really shouldn't be think so much, it's making my head spin. Guess no1 really reads this blog, just for me to bitch abt my life....

...for Life still goes on.

Peace.

Someone forwarded this note in my email, though it would be pretty interesting to me as i understand what this message was trying to project to me. God told me that i should just let things be for now and not try so hard in changing what it is for now, as He may have other plans for me. He wants me to face it courageously and not waste my time on thinking so much. Correct! I shall just not dwell upon the fact of waiting for a reply or a reaction from her. It's too time consuming...and energy wasting. Shall move on, cuz life still goes on.

A Lost Sheep

I just received news from my mom that 1 of my church kid went missing from home and from school. She's 12 years old this year and was supposed to take her PSLE yesterday. Unfortunately she went missing and left her parents and sister dangling in fear of losing their little baby.

Dear Lord,

We givethanks to you each day knowing that you are almighty and that You have been our guardian keeper, keeping watch over us each day. At this time of crisis, i would like to pray for sister Tabitha's safe return from where ever she is and also for her safety when she's out there alone. Lord, we ask that you will speak to our sister so that she will be like the lost sheep returning back to the Shepherd. Thank you Lord.

Amen.

Well, my parents will be flying over to Australia tonight to visit my sister and probably in hope that my sister will give them an answer on whether she will be returning back to Singapore. I hope that this trip for them will be a fruitful one as both my dad n sis has the same temper and temperament. And of'cuz not forgeting my Krispy Kreme!! I've instructed them to bring back at least 2 dozen of it. So peeps in hall...u guys r in luck! Krispy Kreme is coming to Hall 6 for only the few privilege ones, you kow who u are. hehe.

Mission Accomplished but.......

Today's a great sunny day, not too hot n not too cloudy. Great friends, great professors, great campus and great hall to live in. 3 Craps today! I'll tell u why.

Crap1: Went to the 201 lab to finish up my lab proj, but as usual my lab partner stood me up...telling me he woke up late. Oh well...crap.

Crap2: I went to JP with Ben intending to get some groceries for my weekly sandwich, a nice card for ah ger and also a lappy bag for Minglee. We went round looking for the lappy bag and finally found one 15.4" bag thus we bot it assuming her Lappy can fit. But Guess What!? Her lappy is only 13.4"!!!...Oh well...crap.

Crap3: Well i accomplished three main task today, 1. Got an invitation card for Ger to invite her to her mini birthday celebration dinner. 2. Got her double choc chip cookie from famous amos...her favourite. 3. Made ham and salad sandwich for her Breakfast. N guess what i got from her.."Sian Face"....Oh well...crap.

Through the last service i learnt about integrity and also about serving others like how Jesus washed his disciple's feet. I tried to relate it to myself, and i really felt so shameful. I'm trying to lead my life now with more reflections each day. It's a struggle, but i'm trying to move on. Oh well...CRAP!

Note:

Ben: Thanks for accompanying me down to JP n for tolerating all my shit...also for wasting 2 packets of instant noodles by pouring it into the sink. well done!!

Junjie: If ya reading this but i doubt u will be...it's great to hv u shopping with us..haha. n welcome back

Minglee: I'm sorry for the lappy bag...really...

Four Leaves!!!

Today's been alrite for besides for the usual normal school work and trainings. Did some studying at Ben's room but of'cuz distracted somehow another~!~ ps polo ppl!!..we r going to nbs study room soon k? Was supposed to go run with ah ger, but as always i did not get to run with her cuz she was dead tired. BUT...she got me nice pretty pastries from four leaves. I dunno whether she got that as an item of apology or wad...hmmm...but anywayz it's still nice!~ haha......

Four Leaves Pastries from Dear Ah Ger

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Met up with Chermane...Ezann and Jia Ming to chill on friday. We went to Acid Bar at first but it was totally packed and silly cher did not make any reservations, and as always Ezann and jia ming were always late. Here are some random pictures taken on Friday~...

Gaying with Jia min

Me!! n Chubby Ezann

Good Shot!

Jia Min n Ezann

CHer n i

Cher n Ezann

Larry N CHuck

Cher n I

End note:

Ben: Thanks for coming all the way down to pick me up....i tot i would go wasted but i didn't in the end. Wad r friends for? haha

Guys: After exams we'll go down to timbre n rock the house down k?

Almost 1 Year Ago.....

It's been ages since i used this blog. I never believed in blogs until today, when i just think that i can use this as a personal online diary.

Today, Childrens Day is supposed to be my 3rd Year Anniversary with Jo, but unfortunately we broke up cuz of religion and commitment reasons. Well if you ask me whether i still love her, i can tell you, i really do. Things have changed quite a bit since we last met, we have became somewhat like a stranger and very close friends. Puzzle?...yeah...i am too myself. I've become pretty aimless in life, i dun really know where and who shall i seek shelther in or with until i became mindful of God.

Well, there's this some1 who i've met in hall, someone who was worth my respect and admiration. Those who are reading this, you might know who that person is. When i first met her, i told myself she's just a small naive girl who needed protection, someone whom i will never ever lay my eyes upon.


It first started on the 8th November 0000hrs, her 19th Birthday when she came to our room telling us that it was her Birthday, at that point of time i did not even know her name n cuz i've only been calling her Ger. Shun n i felt a sudden rush of desperation to give her a lil mini birthday celebration in our room, of which we specially cooked up something small consisting of bacon and cheese toast with a candle placed right in the centre of the toast. Even as strangers, i wanted to make her 19th Birthday a memorable one.

All fell into place after that birthday of hers, she was officially initiated into our Eating and Drinking Gang. which consist of Me, Uncle Lam, Yenshun, Gage and of'cuz not forgetting the only opp. gender Estelle Chey.


Sigh....that was almost 1 year ago...time really flew past really fast, now the only person i've left in hall that's from the Eating and Drinking Gang is Ah Ger. Well, her birthday is coming soon again, it's jus 1 more month from now, and the Eating and Drinking Gang has something prepared for her. Well, just hope that she will not pang seh us or rather me as always, as i took quite a bit of time planning for this mini memorable celebration of hers. I wun say where yet but all will be revealed soon~